Do you know what I mean when I say that sometimes I dont have any feelings or emotions? I'm not in a good mood, or a bad mood.

I just sit there, by myself, and think.

I overthink sometimes.
I think about what has happened, what will happen, and what could have happend.
I think about you,
I think about what's wrong in my life,
I think about how I can get myself out of this stage.
I think about why I got here in the first place.
I think about everything and anything.

Sometimes, It's not about what happened in the past, or what you think might happen in the future. It's about the ride for god sake. There is no point going through all this crap, if your are not going to enjoy the ride. And you know what when you least expect something great might come along. Something better then you ever planned for.