I'm sorry that you were sacked.
I'm sorry that you are now facing debts.
I'm sorry that your parent's divorce.
I'm sorry that your sister ran away.
I'm sorry that you got drunk and I wasn't there to flag a taxi for you.
I'm sorry that you have no one to mocked at whenever your mood were down.
I'm sorry that you can't control my whereabouts.
and the list goes on...
It's just that you were NEVER there for me when I needed you. Not that I care & neither do you.
I gave you a choice.
Now choose wisely dear because I'm nothing without you.
Love you.

-081109
-Firah's hubbie and son's birthday, plus a birthday present for her hubbie, she's 2 months pregnant! yeay!
-Changi Airport
-Old Changi Hospital, where Mr Logan here kept scaring the piss of my pants about poncong.
-more of this please=)
I have to stop being naive about stuff. Seriously it's pissing myself off.
It's damn obvious you were running away from me.
Really...stop doing that, you're only creating a scene.

YOU FCKING PLAYBOY!

CURSE YOU N YOUR FRIENDS!

YOU WANT TO DIE YOUNG THEN DIE!
YOU WANT TO HAVE A GAZILLION BEAUTIFUL N BUSTY GIRLS, THEN HAVE IT!
YOU WANT TO GET DRUNK EVERY NIGHT, THEN GET IT!
YOU WANT TO HAVE SEX EVERY DAY, THEN HAVE IT!

I'm not mad that you played on me, but I'm mad that I gave in to your demands, thinking after that night, things would change, for the better. I was wrong.
And if it really happens to me, then I don't want you to be part of it.
Not anymore. Because if you were serious about us, this wouldn't have happen.
Damn!

astagrafirulah....*breathe in breathe out*